Saturday, April 30, 2022

Holostars: Miyabi Hanasaki

Soraille did a quick sketch on Twitter today... I managed to snatch a slot and got a tiny bunny Fuu-chan!! He's so, so, SO CUTE. I'M DYING FROM CUTE-!!

And in return, she asked for Miyabi from Holostars. I haven't drawn in pencil for so long, this just looks messy to me. (・o・;)  I keep looking for the ctrl+Z keys, but they don't have it IRL.

This turned out really cute though... I kinda wanna finish it digitally. Maybe after I finish my current commissions and WIPs...

Thursday, April 28, 2022


Belated happy birthday, Milord! I'm terribly sorry that I'm late, but I did visit your birthday stream... And I'd imagine you had slept very soundly after that, so I drew this~

Thank you for being born in this world. We love you~ and we wish for your happiness for as long as you live. ( ◜‿◝ )♡

Saturday, April 16, 2022

Legatus505: the Fruit of Knowledge

"Are these all real?"

"Why wouldn't they be real?"

Legatus505: Chapter 3 - Parasocial in Stockholm

I drew this as a pair with Iris... I initially wanted to take my time with it, but Fulgur announced a Zatsudan stream later, so!

(• ▽ •;) I sketched and finished this in less than 8 hours. What is sleep? (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)

I hope he'll be surprised later! But it's okay if he doesn't see it in time, I'm cutting it super close! Also, I found an interesting brush for painting and used it to color the apple. It looks more realistic than the rest of the piece, and that makes it more eye-catching, no?

I'm going to take a nap... I've lost so much sleep already. ╰(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)╯

Friday, April 15, 2022

Vox's Sleep ASMR

I was saving this for Vox's birthday, but his karaoke was just.... it was so good. You could tell he put a lot of effort into that, and practically laid bare his emotions... Especially when he sang "Hurt". That really got to me. (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ

Congratulations, Milord! That was an incredible stream! Here is my humble offering from your sleep ASMR, with a little Onigiri on your arm.

The pink feather-haired character is my version of the Kindred. I wanted to make them look androgynous, but I'll probably draw other versions of Kindred some day too. The earring is on the left ear instead of the right, because I think it's supposed to mean the Kindred belong to someone... In this case, to Milord.

He mentioned in the ASMR stream that he was sitting in his chair with his duvet. If I remember correctly, he let us hear his heartbeat on our right ear.

So that's the story behind this drawing. (*﹏*;) Please enjoy~

Tuesday, April 12, 2022

Legatus505: the Last Straw

"The straw that broke The Sheep's resolve."

Legatus505: Interim 2

I have been staring at this illustration for days. And whenever I work on something for that long, I tend to overthink and add too many elements and then tire myself out.

Hopefully, this still looks okay? I honestly don't know anymore, but I'm pretty happy with how this looks overall. ( ╹▽╹ )

Back to work for this busy bee! 

Monday, April 11, 2022


Happy birthday, my beautiful boy! I'm sorry I used one of my photographs for your background this year, but I do hope you come home in Shining Live anyway.

Thank you for bringing so much joy in my life. I'll keep getting stronger so that I'll make you proud. I love you~

Monday, April 4, 2022

Legatus 505: Iris Park

"We didn't have things like this in my time you know. You need to treasure it."
- Legatus 505 - Iris Park

I was warned that this novel was going to be dark, but I didn't think there was going to be so many questions left unanswered.

I have my own theories on the real identity of Iris Park, but they're just that - theories. I'm really hoping and praying we get some answers in the future, but well... She might remain a mystery forever, and that might not be so bad either.

Anyway, I've been coloring in soft pastels for so long that I'd forgotten how to paint darker scenes. This still didn't come out as dark as I'd like it, but the color of the apple pops out quite a bit.

I need to stop thinking about Iris and get some actual work done, lol~

Friday, April 1, 2022

Happy Birthday, Zenny!

보고싶다 자기야 - Jagiya, I miss you so much. Whenever I notice that I'm feeling depressed, you're always the first character that comes to mind.

When life got so hard, I just told myself I was acting.
All this struggle is only practice. It’s just like practicing in a run down studio before a big show. I comforted myself like that, and it worked.
Try thinking that when things get hard for you. Right now, you’re just back stage. Soon, the curtains will open just for you.

I did take a leap of faith though. It is partially because of you that I had the courage to do that. I feel so proud, and I wish I could somehow tell you this in person.

Happy birthday, Jagiya... After all these years, I still love you so dearly. ♡