Incoming rant - please enjoy this lovely man with his lovely flowers instead of reading what comes after. (^^*)
I... feel sad.
I didn't think it would be easy, but I thought I had a chance.
I lost the webtoon contest. I'm not even part of the honorable mentions and I didn't think it would make me this sad. I should feel accomplished about beating an impossible deadline, but I gained weight and an eye infection for it, and now it feels like I wasted my time... again.
I feel sad. And maybe also a little frustrated.
So I decided to draw someone who could cheer me up. I couldn't draw Otoya, because he's been ignoring me in Shining Live for a while now, haha!
So I drew Flynn instead. With a bouquet of flowers... so I can imagine him telling me that I did my best and accomplished more than I ever thought I could. And that I shouldn't give up on my dreams just yet, and just keep going.
And I will keep going, but right now... I just feel sad.
And maybe that's okay. Tomorrow will be another day, and I will be better.
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